Tears of sadness..

Assalamualaikum...
Pg ney pas abis jea class "Physical Education" yg ada dlm jdl kuliah aku 4 dis sem,aku n member2 yg laen kelam-kabut discuss n kol lectuter untuk change jdl..Actually it suppose 'ELP' subject tp jdl 2 dh berubah,so we had an hour free time..
Pas je abis sesi pujuk-memujuk ngan lecturer kami yg baik ati 2,dye pun agree nak msk class,so tak yah la kami mendaki tangga kul 2.30 ptg untuk continue subject dye n terus je balik ke hostel ngan hati yg berbunga2..hehe..
Abis jea class tamadun manusia,lecturer trus bgtaw ktaowg suh gi library semula 4 make some research untuk subjek geografi plak..ngan rs excitednya aku n member2 yg laen pun trus la melangkah ke sana..msk jea library aku pun berbisik ngan member aku
aku :"jom bc newspaper nk x?"
mem : bley gak,aku pun dh lme xbc paper,keja bnyk gle smpi xsmpt nk bc"hehe..
Selesai jea sesi dialog antara aku ngan dye,ktaowag cpt2 amik newspaper n curi2 bc..yela tkt lecturer nmpk,dye suh wat research tp kmi wat menda laen..
Br jea tgk front page berita harian,aku rs cam nk menangis lihat gmbr2 penderitaan saudara2 ku yg ada kat Palestin skrg ney...Ya...Allah smpi cmni skali kejamnya Israel!!! hatiku x abis2 menyumpah tindakan Israel yg kejam n lakukan penderitaan terhadap saudara2 aku.. Di dalam hati sempat juga aku titipkan doa agar mereka semua sentiasa di lindungi ALLAH S.W.T..amin..
Pas aku tutup helaian terakhir akhbar berkenaan sempat gak aku mengalamun sementara menanti untuk wat discussion..Actually wake up early in d mownink 2day it make me so gloomy..lost someone in my life that b4 dis we had spend time 2gether,share story,laughing,joy,happiness,sadness,always ta8 care each other juz need only a few second 2 destroy all our memories 2gether..but that is a real life that i must face it alone..it really hard 4 me 2 accept it plus with my problem that i already had right now that i'm suppose 2 share with "someone special in my life" yesterday... till my best friends didn't know about my changing..yea physically i'm not show off cz i'm still talk,smile,laugh like usual but in my deep of my heart only ALLAH S.W.T will know..so right now i must be strong,juz doin my daily routine like usual,n always pray that "ex-someone special" in my will be happy with their life cz whatever happen i'm still ta8 care n sygkannya.." So it time 2 wake up from ur sadness!!!"..
p/s: "jgn ucpkan syg jika perasaan syg tu tiada,jgn ucpkan rindu jika rindu itu tidak hadir,jgn sentuh hidup seseorang itu jika berniat utk m'mainkannya,jgn ucpkan cinta jika ianya satu penipuan dan perkara yg plg kejam yg kte pnh lakukan ialah mbuat seseorang itu jth cinta pd kta sdngkan kta x berniat utk mcintai n menerimanya di saat dia bnr2 jth cinta pd kta..."